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Saturday, September 26, 2009 |
Hello there guys,
Israel Folau is playing tonight.
I hope they win tonight so they'll vs Parra... Go Parra!
Yours Sincerely,
Jasmine Ish Meeh
P.S. Jessica Mauboy rules
jazyy shared love at 08:30 pm
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Friday, September 25, 2009 |
I want to go and relive one of those days. Just so I can tell you how wonderful you are. Because I don't think I told you enough. Or ever.
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I've finished my exams! YAYYYY. (Hopefully I don't fail, even though it's deserved.)
After exams, went to Star Bar to grab lunch with Nam, Lenny, Gordon, Cecilia, Jimmy, Simon, Joel and Jason. Then after a while Cecilia, Joel and Lenny left. Then I left for a while to go do an assessment for a Christmas casual job.
Came back to Star Bar at 5. Yay, happy hour. And yeah it was pretty fun. Memorable:
Simon: Where did you go?
Jimmy: I was up there buying this bitch shots.
LOLLLLL. Bitch = me. All of us gave him so much shit for "accidentally" calling me a bitch. It was pretty funny but.
Anyways, we were all pretty drunk after two hours of non-stop drinking. I guess it was a good way to celebrate exams finishing. And also, we haven't been out as a uni bunch for a while.
I thought I was gonna be ok when I got home. To go to choir practice and the movies. But the train ride home was so bad. I felt so dizzy and sick, so had to get off at Strathfield, buy water and get some air. Hopped on the next train back home. Parents picked me up from Blacktown, LOL. Went to bed straight away. Woke up with a hangover.
Back on Facebook. Feels a bit weird, but it's fun anyway.
So in conclusion, Jam Doughnuts.
Bye lovers, xo!
jazyy shared love at 02:52 pm
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Wednesday, September 23, 2009 |
I'm scared of just collecting memories. I don't want to keep on going like this. Giving bits and pieces away.
I know that essentially, I can't stop these things from happening. But maybe if I took a bit more time to think about things. If I looked at the telltale warning signs and actually considered them. If I chose logic and reason over.. emotions, feelings and social norms.
I don't regret my decisions. I regret what I let those decisions do to me.
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Today, I went to sleep at 5am. That's when I finished studying Accounting 2. I went to "sleep" for an hour. I don't know if it was sleep. I closed my eyes at 5am, then I opened them at 6am.
I opened my eyes and the world was orange. I thought the world was about to end. And that my exam was going to be cancelled. Comforting thoughts during uncomfortable situations.
I managed to snap some 6am orangey goodness.
The orange glow coming through my windows was a bit intense. Like the world was on fire. Scary scary.
Time to study BLEthics now. Til the wee hours of the morning again. 40%. Just starting now. Oh oh oh oh awesome.
Bye lovers, xo!
jazyy shared love at 08:51 pm
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Tuesday, September 22, 2009 |
I like being in control. If I'm not in control, I get very discouraged to keep on going.
I try not to show it as much, but I can't help it.
I don't mean in control of people. I mean situations. Right now I'm not in control of anything at all. It feels weird, I'm a bit scared.
Bye lovers, xo!
jazyy shared love at 02:37 pm
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Saturday, September 19, 2009 |
Ever since Programming grief, I've told my mum how sad and upset I've been. And she would feel so sorry for me. She called me everyday to check up on how I'm doing. And she even sent me corny text messages saying that she loves me AHAHAHAHA. OMG :)
Today she bought me a cake. A whole sized creamy fruit sponge from Michel's. I'm so happy. Cake is the best.
I haven't felt this happy in a while. (Yes, cake makes me so happy).
I haven't started studying for my exams yet. 4 days left to study for 2 subjects. YAY!
So all I can do is try..
Bye lovers, xo!
jazyy shared love at 02:29 pm
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Thursday, September 17, 2009 |
Don't mean to be overdramatic, but I think I had the worst week of my life .. ever :|
- Programming fail. First fail of my life. ("I failed something I couldn't talk my way out of" -- Cher, Clueless)
- Minimal sleep.. bedtimes of 3am, 4am, 5am.. 8am :S
- No study for midsems which are in 6 days
- HB once again, during the time when I need to focus on uni the most. Always. At. These. Times. AWESOME :(
- Broke
- Ugly nails, ugly hair
- Fat
OK. I think I was being overly dramatic. There were good things that happened. Like Bev coming back from Hawaii! And she brought me back the Le Sac Dress by American Apparel in grey.. with a black Le String :) It is currently my favourite thing to wear for summer.
It's one of those versatile pieces where you can always change the way you wear it so it looks completely different. I'm excited for it. Oh and she also brought back Hershey's Kisses Macadamia. OMG. They're especially from Hawaii. YUMMMMMM.
I have a feeling I'm gonna do really bad in the midsems. Can't seem to start studying.. :( But I will keep trying. Tonight. YAY :)
Not gonna be her anymore..
Bye lovers, xo!
jazyy shared love at 09:14 pm
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Monday, September 14, 2009 |
WORST I'VE EVER FELT IN MY WHOLE LIFE Seriously. This is the worst I've ever felt.
Programming is so hard. I'm so dumb.
I keep trying to cry. But it's not working, tears aren't coming out.
I wanna go away for real. Exams are soon though, so I can't. Actually.. .. . .
On Friday. Before I start my study. I'll go on an adventure.
Bye lovers, xo!
jazyy shared love at 01:36 am
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Tuesday, September 08, 2009 |
On Sunday, I got the red phone that I wanted.
The only thing I've done with it is charge it. I haven't even put in my sim card, or transferred my contacts etc etc.
Usually I'd be so happy with getting new things. But now.. something's changed. It's like I'm not even interested in it. Don't get me wrong, I've wanted this phone for ages, and I'm really glad it's mine now. But I don't know. I don't even feel excited.
I think it's because of Applications Programming. Let me share my ultimate dilemma.....
The assignment for this subject is worth 40%. It's due next Tuesday (September 15). I haven't actually started this assignment (cos of another assignment that's not even worth a lot :@ RAGE).
But yes. I think this is the most I've been scared of a uni thing/assignment/subject. Seriously. It haunts me.
It's so hard as well. I looked at the assignment sheet. And like.. I don't even know how to start. Why am I doing Programming :( WTF is wrong with me.
FTS. (I'm under the impression that I made up that abbreviation, but as usual, it probably already exists. It stands for F this shhhhh).
Anyways. Time to super start the assignment now. Hopefully I'll be happier by next blog entry.
Bye lovers, xo!
jazyy shared love at 01:28 am
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Sunday, September 06, 2009 |
"I miss it when my day's biggest dilemma used to be the choice between Mt. Franklin or Fruitopia orange juice."
-- Extracted from my MSN space, September 2006
Right now I feel exactly the same :(
I want to cry cos of Applications Programming. That is all.
Bye lovers, xo!
jazyy shared love at 03:20 am
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Thursday, September 03, 2009 |
  I think I'm going a bit loopy. It's 5am.
I miss having long hair. I miss being skinnier. I miss always having nice nails.
Exercise plan soon? Study plan soon?
Oh and I'm trying to stop swearing, cos it's not good for me at all. I accidentally called my brother a bitch today.
Summer soon. Summer body.
I have to wake up in 2.5hours. I hope I actually wake up.
Most nights, Ericka and I have this thing.. where I email her funny pictures from high school. And we'd end up crying/laughing/crying about it. I'll blog some of them maybe......
A long time ago, I came up with a really stupid plan to lose weight. This plan involved wearing my retainers ALL THE TIME so I don't eat. I never actually realised this plan.
Ummm. I'm wearing my retainers now, and I'm hungry. But I can't eat because I have them on. So I guess that plan would have actually worked.....
This is one of the most random blog entries I've done. I should sleep. Maybe I really am going crazy. Hhihihihihihihihihihi.
Bye lovers, xo!
jazyy shared love at 05:20 am
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